The sunsets

Maybe if the rainbow really symbolized a happy ending the storm would not be as aggressive, maybe if too much of a good thing wasn't bad life would be easier. Sunsets are hope to a new beginning or an end to a happy present, come to think of it everything is catastrophic it all depends on how you perceive life. The sun rises only to set, comes to brighten up your day only for the night to bring darkness. We can conclude life is yin and yang and sometimes the deck you are dealt is fixed for you to loose before even playing the game. Its not easy not being able to put the pain and the emotion into words, no one understands how you feel they only understand you not okay. Climbing a mountain is fun and conquering it is the ultimate goal but you always have to be prepared for when you trip and fall while at the top. The feeling of emptiness and powerlessness cannot be measured or quantified that's how horrible and deep it goes, it tears you apart from the inside out. Pain covered in smiles and fake laughter, see everything can be bad as much as everything thats bad can be good to someone. Intoxication and highness to numb the demons,hesitation and procrastination to delay failure. Like trying to force a size 6 foot in a size 5 shoe hurts like hell, but you continue because approval is more important, you continue because being different is a taboo. When the sunsets and you all alone it all comes back like a truck full of bricks, it eats you up you all alone now with your thoughts, reality now you can never escape. Be warned now sunsets can be toxic. Olebogeng R Motsanana

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Bartering System vs. Monetary System: A Comparative Analysis

Embracing Cultural Diversity and Inclusion: Building a Better World Together